when u are down, lost or confused. who can you turn to?
scroll down ur contacts. how many would help you?
how many of them do u allow to help?
how willing are they towards listening?
as i ponder over these questions, i start to realise how important true friends are. sharing of secrets either of you could never tell others. helping each other when things don't look right. but not everything goes as smooth as we expect it to.
like the chinese saying,笑里藏刀. one can never be too sure what the other is thinking. yeah, you may think you know them very well, that they are crazy, funky, whatever. have you ever thought that this maybe is just a side of them, and that you may not really KNOW them, that they are just putting on a false front? an act of kindness, or of pity towards you? after all, people react and behave differently ard different ppl(forgive me if i'm wrong). it shows when ur friendship fluctuates.
just like the price of oil, never stable.
come to think of it, what is it about studying? the more we learn, the less we know. oh well, since we have no choice. come on fellow muggers! lets tahan another 4 months or so!
i have to rethink ba. not only about my studies, but my relationships with friends, familie, and my life. where shd i head from here? what direction? and how? one life to lead, many decisions to make.
" Life begins at the intersection. " [ Faust, Midas, And Myself - Switchfoot ]