one minute, you could be walking home from school. the nxt minute, a killer wave just appears from no where, dead.
or another case,
you could be in class trying ur best to keep awake in class, forgetting that education is actually whats best for you. the nxt min, an earthquake of magnitude 7.9 hits your town, dead.
how unpredictable life is.
i was thinking, how God placed me in Singapore, a very safe enviornment. but yet, i am not making use, not fulfilling my life to what it really can be.
我对得起自己吗?
对得起那些不幸的孩子们吗?
对得起上帝吗?
i bet many children in myanmar or china will want to be in this very environment that i am in now. the luxury of a personal laptop, guitar, a comfortable living environment, the chance to go to school, a loving family, and a abundance of choices. ok, maybe not that many, but still, enough to give myself a headache.
enough to make those kids drool.
do i deserve such a life?
the world is round, but it aint fair.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008@11:40 PM
If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
how i wish i have the power to turn back time
for a brand new start
for a totally different present
a different life
not forgetting Zainul. though u cant see this for now, but u can pull this thru!!! have faith and u certainly be alright! we will be praying for you. stay strong ya? like arsenal!!!